worst week ever...PART 2!!!

DUN DUN DUN!!!

Yes, we are coming up to the second part of my worst week ever.

After many tears and sleepless nights during the week, I decided to go back to IF to be home with my mom.

Mom's are always the best at taking care of you when you don't feel good

(or you get your heart smashed into tiny pieces..)

I spent time with my mom, trying to forget everything from the earlier part of my week.

She was somewhat successful in that.

On Sunday, I got a letter in the mail from the last school I applied to for their nursing program.

I've applied to this school one time before and was turned away.

I figured my first application was turned away because I was a first time applicant to that school.

I was in the mind set that if I applied a second time, I would be accepted.

That was a wrong assumption.

I read the letter telling me I was being rejected.

I retained my tears and went to show my parents

I walked into their room and simply held up the letter and tears were rolling down my face.

my mom instantly started hugging me and was bawling just as hard as I was.

My dad just kept trying to reassure me that something would come up.

The rest of my day was terrible.

I had the over whelming feeling that no one really wanted me.

The guy I was in love with told me he wasn't in love with me, but another girl.

The one thing I want so badly, I am completely unable to do anything more to convince these schools to accept me into there programs.

I am done with generals. I have all the requirements fulfilled.

Still, NO ONE WANTS ME.

My dad wanted to talk to me later that night and help me out.

We talked for a good couple hours.

I know he had good intentions but by the time we finished,

I had to walk away with my face in my hands because I was so upset.

Basically, my dad told me that I had failed at everything else in my life so it was time for me to just go on a mission.

That was the last thing I wanted to hear.

I had to leave.

I drove back to Logan and cried the entire way.

Once again, the intense head ache and burning eyes prevailed.

So that is the other part to my worst week ever.

It may not seem like its that bad, but trust me, it all came at a TERRIBLE time.